A rainy day. The mood was kind of funny in the afternoon. Maybe 'cause both of us felt unnatural. Maybe like the director said it's because we don't have a mutual liking towards each other. Sigh. I wish it isn't true. But it felt so much better after that. He was like blockhead that's for sure! Felt like good friends, but I don't want to just be good friends, it hurts to say that. He held my hand, hugged me and even looked into my eyes. If only I could certainly tell myself Yes, it's because we are in love with each other, not because we are M and K. Sigh.
Anyway this blog is seriously getting very personal. Too many secrets. I need to conceal it further. Until I'm ready to show him everything that's been up here so far. The diary speaks for itself, I needn't say a word at all to express my thoughts. In the meantime, just pray the diary stays private. First thing: remove the blog address from ICQ.
Schools starting in less than 8 hours, it's time I get some decent rest. Goodnight, fairy god-daddy, bless your little angel who's watching over you every step of your way. Keep the cheerfulness, 'cause it brightens my day too. It truly does.
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